February 13, 2008
· Filed under Weblogs
- Life is so mysterious, so magical and full of challenges. ..
- We
cannot fathom the true meaning of it unless we try to understand. There are
loopholes but yet so difficult to pass through…
- There were challenges came into my life. The enormous trial
I had encountered was the death of my mom when I was three years old. I haven’t
feel the pain during that year but it burst out when I started to learn about
the world and nobody can explain. I started to feel jealous to those who have
their mom right beside them for them to explain the ups and downs of life. The
burden was added when my dad marry another woman and then left us for work. He
left us under the care of our beloved aunt. Now that I’m in my puberty stage, I
feel like I’m thirsty and hungry of love and care from my parents. The heavy
loads at my back seem so huge as the world..
- How should I respond to these scenarios? These isn’t so
simple as what you perceive it is. What
I have in mind and what I did was, I kept them all inside my heart. I did not
turn into a rebellious child but I became too insecure and jealous to those who
have complete family. I’m trying to be stubborn for sometimes to my Aunties and
Uncles. I am no longer a studious stud because for me it’s useless for I have
nobody.
- God did not give us trials which we can’t pass through”, as the saying goes. I
realize that all those thoughts are insensible. They cannot help me how to grow
and to have a well-rounded personality. I was wrong when I said I have nobody to
turn to. In fact, I am bless with my brothers and a sister. My remedy for these
is just prayer. To have a strong faith to God is the greatest weapon against all
the storms as I go on with my journey..
