life sucks
im just 17 years young girl..,im not kikay.., nor emo..,im just simple as what you perceive it is..!im a music lover especially alternative rock,,as of now im still kicking and vivacious of my life.., and im enjoying my ludicrous life!!.., people see me as a strong .,happy and blessed person,but behind those smiles .,jokes ,happy moments ..,they just dont know how much im in pain inside.., but defintely outside im just pretending 2 be blissful human being.., often i choose 2 pretend that im happy so that i dont have to explain 2 people who would never even understand my circumstances..its really hard to accept the reality.,really have no choice but to accept it., this is the path that i take.,and i believe that it happends for a reason!!!despite of this difficulties,burdens and trials that i encountered.,still i am bless for there is someone who didnt leave at my worst.,miserable ,dejected period of existense., he always listen!! and u know hus that someone!!! there are times that i felt so depressed and sometimes i even asked my self why do i have to sacrifice this.,and that.,so unfair!!! and no one to turn to!!
i realize that my remedy for this is just prayer, and reliance of every decisions that i made., although im just 17 years young but still I have my own privotal in life., ;]
I JUST WANT SOMEONE NGA MAKA UNDERSTAND NAKU..,
cause PAIT AYO AKUNG MGA NAAGIAN!!!!!
